You feel like you have to put this front on as if everything is okay, and honestly, it isn't.
One person always is giving more emotionally even past the separation and that is the way it is. It just is. And it sucks. You do things because you want things to work out but you are exhausted and parts of you want to pick the pieces back up and try to fix it. The other side wants to throw them into the ocean and hope it stops beating... like the Jumanji game.
However, everything we do.... every person we love... there is a reason and I fully believe that!
Here is the next round, round five, of the Shades of Separation playlist from Via Bella! Enjoy!
1. Since You Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson
"Here's the thing, we started out friends. It was cool but it was all pretend"
"Since you been gone, I can breath for the first time. I'm so moving on"
"Thanks to you, now I get what I want"
"How can I put it, you put me on. I even fell for that stupid love song"
"How come I'd never hear you say, I just wanna be with you"
"I guess you never felt that way"
"You had your chance, you blew it"
"Out of sight, out of mind"
"Shut your mouth I just can't take it again and again"
2. Me Myself and I by Beyonce
"All my ladies help me sing it if you feel me out"
"I can't believe I believed everything we had would last"
"So young and naive for me think she was from your past"
"Silly of me to dream of one day having your kids"
"Love is so blind, It's feel right when it's wrong"
"I can't believe I fell for your schemes, I am smarter than that"
"So dumb and naive to think that with me you're a changed man"
"Foolish of me to compete when you cheat with loose women"
"It took me some time but now I moved on"
"Controlling to say that you love me but you don't"
"Now that it's over stop calling me, come pick up your clothes"
"Ain't no need to front like you're still with me, All your homies know"
"Even your very best friend tried to warn me on the low"
"I musta cried a thousand times"
"You hurt me but I learned a lot along the way"
"I can't regret time spent with you"
"After the rain you will see the sun come out again"
"It took me some time but now I am strong"
"Me myself and I, that's all I got in the end"
"That's what I found out, no need to cry"
"I know that I will never disappoint myself"
"I took a vow and from now I am gonna be my own best friend"
3. All I have by Jennifer Lopez and LL Cool J
"Love is life and life is living, It's very special"
"It's such a shame but I am leaving; Can't stand the way you mistreating me"
"It's crazy, oh baby, It don't matter whatever, don't phase me"
"I don't believe I just had my last real kiss"
"Well I'm bouncing and I'm out son, I gotta leave you alone"
"I'm good, holding down my spot"
"I'm good, repping the girls on the block... I got this thing on lock so without me you'll be fine, right?"
"All my pride is all I have... You'll be needing me but too bad"
"The path you choose to run alone but here with me you had a home"
"Time is of the essence, why spend it alone?"
"The nights I waited up for you, Promises about coming through"
"So much time wasted, that's why I had to replace you"
"Stop playing, you gaming, I gotta leave you alone"
"People make mistakes to wake up to break up to make up"
"Ain't nothing you can say to make me change my mind-- gotta let you go now"
"Nothing will ever be the same go ahead and do your thing now"
4. Mr Know It All by Kelly Clarkson
"Mr Know It All, well you think you know it all"
"You don't know a thing at all"
"Ain't it funny y'all, when someone tells you something about you-- thinking they know more than you do"
"You take it down, another pill to swallow"
"Mr Bring me down, well you like to bring me down don't cha?"
"I ain't laying down, I ain't going down"
"Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be, Nobody's gonna make a fool out of me"
"Baby you should know that I lead not follow"
"Oh you think that you know me, know me, that's why I am leaving you lonely"
"Baby you don't know a thing about me"
"You ain't got the right to tell me when and where to go"
"Acting as if you own me lately"
"Mr play your games, only got yourself to blame"
"When you want me back again but I ain't falling back again"
"I ain't coming back tomorrow"
"So what? You got the world at your feet and you know everything about everything but you don't"
"You still think I am coming back tomorrow but you will see"
5. No Scrubs by TLC
" A scrub is a guy who thinks he's fly and is also known a buster"
"Always talking about what he wants but just sits on his broke ass"
"So no, I don't want to your number and no I won't give you mine"
"No I don't want to meet you no where and no I don't want none of your time"
" I don't want no scrub. A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me"
"Hanging out the side of his best friend's ride tryna holla at me"
"Cuz I am looking like class and he's looking like trash, can't get with a dead beat a$$"
"If you don't have a car and walk in yes, son, I'm talking to you"
"If you live at home with yo mama, oh yes, I am talking to you"
"If you have a shorty that you don't show love to, oh yes, son I am talking to you"
"Wanna get with me with no money, oh no. I don't want no scrub"
6. U + Ur Hand by Pink
"Check it out, going out, on a late night.Looking tight, feeling nice. It's a cock fight- I just know that it's going down tonight"
"At the bar, six shots but just beginning. That's when d*ck head puts his hands on me but you see"
"I;m not here for your entertainment"
"You don't want to mess with me tonight"
"Just stop and take a second, I was fine before you walked into my life"
"Cause you know it's over, before it began"
"Keep your drink just give me the money; It's just you and your hand tonight"
"Midnight, I'm drunk, I don't give a f*&k"
"Wanna dance by myself, guess you're outta luck"
"Don't touch back up I'm not the one, buh bye"
"In the corner with your boys you bet five bucks you'd get the girl that just walked in but she thinks you suck"
"High fiving, talking sh*t, but you're going home alone, aren't you?"
"It's just you and your hand tonight"
7. Why Don't You Love Me by Beyonce
"You better sit down and look around cuz you musta bumped yo head"
"I love you enough to talk some sense back into you baby"
"I'd hate for you to come home to me the kids and the dog gone"
"Check my credentials, I give you everything you want, everything you need"
"Tell me baby, why don't you love me? When I make me so damn easy to love"
"Tell me baby, why don't you need me? When I make me so damn easy to need"
"I got beauty, I got class, I got style, I got a$$, and you don't even care to care"
"I even put money in the bank account; Don't have to ask no one to help me out"
"You don't notice even that"
"I got beauty I got heart"
"Keep my head in them books, I got sharp but you don't care to know that I'm smart"
"I got moves in your bedroom.., Keep you happy with the nasty things I do, but you don't seem to be in tune"
"Maybe you're not the one or Maybe you are just plain"
8. I Will Survive by Gloria Gaynor
"At first I was scared, pertified"
"Never thought I could live without you by my side"
"I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong, I grew strong and I learned how to get along"
"I just walked in to see you with that sad look upon your face"
"I should've changed that stupid lock, shoulda made you leave your key if I'd think for a second you'd be back to bother me"
"Go on now, go. Walk out the door."
"Just turn around now, because you're not welcome anymore"
"Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye?"
"Did I crumble, Did I lay down and die? Oh not I!"
"I will survive. As long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive."
"I've got all my life to live and I've got all my love to give!"
"It took all the strength I had not to fall apart"
"Kept trying to mend the pieces of my broken heart"
"I spent so many nights just feeling sorry for myself, I used to cry but now I hold my head up high"
"You see me someone new and so you feel like dropping in and just expect me to free"
"I'm saving all my loving for someone whose loving me"
"I'm not that chained up person still in love with you"
"I will survive"
9. Drunk on a Plane by Dierks Bentley
"I took two weeks vacation for the honeymoon, 2 tickets all inclusive down in cancun. I couldn't get my money back so I am in seat 7a. I'm getting drunk on a plane"
"I bet the other fella on the side thought I was crazy cuz I tapped your picture right beside me"
"Now I got empty mini bottles filling both our tray"
"Buying drinks for everybody it's a party"
"Got this 737 rocking like G6"
"Stewardess is something sexy leaning pouring coke and whiskey"
"Told her about my condition got a little mile high flight attention"
"It's Mardi Gras up in the clouds"
"I'm so high I may never come down"
"I'll try anything, to drown out the pain, They all know why I'm getting drunk on a plane"
"We had this date on the calendar forever, We'd take the limo to the airport together"
"I feel like a plastic groom alone up there on top of the cake"
"On my home I will bump this seat up to first class so I can drink the cheap champagne out of a real glass"
"When we land I'll call her up and tell her to kiss my a$$"
10. Battlefield by Jordin Sparks
"Don't try to explain your mind, I know what's happening here"
"One minute it's love then suddenly it's like a battlefield"
"One words turns into a.. Why is it the smallest things that tear us down"
"I'm not here without a shield, can't go back now"
"Both my hands tied behind my back with nothing"
"These times when we climb so fast to fall again"
"Why we gotta fall for it now"
"I never meant to start a war"
"You know I never wanna hurt you"
"Don't even know what we're fighting for"
"Why does love always feel like a battlefield"
"Can't swallow our pride, neither of us wanna wave that flag"
"If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had"
"Guess you go and get your armour"
"We could pretend that we are friends tonight and in the morning wake up and be alright"
"We don't have to fight and I don't want our love to be like... a battlefield"
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