A right now, the election and the results and the whole process has me more miffed than the separation I am experiencing. There is something so.... juvenile about this entire election process. It is like a bad marriage. You are trying to figure out if you want to stay with mum or dad. But you decide you are going with comfort of a man and difference even if that means the total opposite of what you need. This is what it is like.
And even separation, we can teach love. Why can't we just teach love?! You can agree to disagree but still be hurt and move on. You can choose to deal with the hurt and move forward.
This week's playlist includes a beautiful yet powerful Spanish song by Shakira. Country songs but Miranda Lambert. Pop and punk rock. R&B. Unity in songs is so powerful.
So here it goes...
1. Mama's Broken Heart by Miranda Lambert
"I numbed my pain at the expense of my liver"
"Don't know what I did next, all I know, I didn't stop"
"Word got around... my mama's phone started ringing off the hook"
"I can hear her now saying she ain't going to have it... Don't matter how feel only matters how you look"
"Go and fix your make up, girl, it's just a break up girl"
"Run and hide your crazy and start acting like a lady"
"Caused I raised you better gotta keep it together"
"Even when you fall apart, but this ain't my mama's broken heart"
"I wish I could be a little less dramatic"
"Can't get revenge and keep a spotless reputation; Sometimes revenge is a choice you have to make"
"My mama came from a softer generation, when you get a grip and bite your lip just to save a little face"
"Line your lips and keep em closed; cross your legs and dot your I's and never let them see you cry"
2. Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson
"Seems like yesterday, you were a part of me"
"Your arms around me tight, Everything, it felt so right"
"Now I can't breathe, No I can't sleep, I'm barely hanging on"
"Here I am, once again, I am torn into pieces"
"Can't deny it can't pretend, just thought you were the one"
"Broken up, deep inside but you won't get to see the tears I cry behind these hazel eyes"
"I told you everything. Opened up and let you in"
"You made me feel already for once in my life"
"Now all that's left of me is what I pretend to be. So together but so broken up inside"
"Swallow me and spit me out"
"For hating you, I blame myself"
"No, I don't cry on the outside anymore"
3. No by Shakira
"No, no intentes disculparte. No juegues a insistir"
"Las excusas ya existían antes de ti"
" No, no me mires como antes. No hables en plural. La retórica es tu arma más letal"
"Voy a pedirte que no vuelvas más. Siento que me duelas todavía aquí. Adentro..."
"Y que a tu edad sepas bien lo que es. Romperle el corazón a alguien así"
No se puede vivir con tanto veneno La esperanza que me dio tu amor..."
"No me la dio más nadie. Te juro, no miento"
"No se puede dedicar el alma. A acumular intentos. Pesa más la rabia que el cemento"
"Espero, que no esperes, que te espere.. Después de mis 26. La paciencia se me ha ido hasta los pies"
"Y mirando sin mirar...Para ver si así, te irritas y te vas"
"No se puede vivir con tanto veneno. La esperanza, que me dio tu amor."
"No me la dio más nadie. Te juro, no miento"
"No se puede morir con tanto veneno. No se puede dedicar el alma"
"A acumular intentos. Pesa más la rabia que el cemento"
4. It's Not Right But It's Okay by Whitney Houston
"Friday night you and your boys went out to eat, Then they hung out But you came home around three"
"If six of y'all went out, then four of you were really cheap"
"Cause only two of you had dinner. I found your credit card receipt"
"It's not right, But it's okay. I'm gonna make it anyway"
"Pack your bags up and leave. Don't you dare come running back to me"
" Close the door behind you, Leave your key. I'd rather be alone than unhappy"
"I'll pack your bags so you can leave town for a week"
"The phone rings and then you look at me"
" I've been through all of this before. So how could you think that I would stand around and take some more"
" Things are gonna change. That's why you have to leave. So don't turn around to see my face. There's no more fears and tears left for you to see"
"Was it really worth you going out like that. See I'm moving on. And I refuse to turn back"
"See all of this time it turns out you were making a fool of me"
5. He Wasn't Man Enough by Toni Braxton
"listen girl. Who do you think I am? Don't you know that he was my man?"
"But I chose to let him go so why do you act like I still care about him?"
"Looking at me like I'm hurt when I'm the one who said I didn't want it to work"
"Don't you forget I had him first"
"Whatcha' thinking? Stop blaming me. He wasn't man enough for me"
I"f you don't know, now here's your chance. I've already had your man"
" Do you wonder just where he's been, yeah And I'd be worried about him"
" Now it's time you know the truth I think he's just the man for you"
" What are you thinking? Do you know about us back then?"
" Do you know I dumped your husband?"
" Girlfriend, I'm not thinking 'bout him but you married him"
" Do you know I made him leave?"
" Do you know he begged to stay with me?"
" Didn't he tell you the truth? If not, then why don't you ask him? "
" And maybe you could be more into him instead of worrying 'bout me"
" And hopefully, you won't find all of the reasons why his love didn't count and why we couldn't work it out"
" So many reasons why our love is through. What makes you think he'll be good to you?"
" No, it makes no sense 'cause he will never change. Girl you better recognize the game"
"He wasn't man enough for me"
6. Lost Boy by Ruth B
" There was a time when I was alone. No where to go and no place to call home"
"My only friend was the man in the moon and even sometimes he would go away too""Then one night, as I closed my eyes I saw a shadow flying high"
"He came to me with the sweetest smile trold me he wanted to talk for a while"
"He said Peter Pan that's what they call me I promise that you'll never be lonely"
"And ever since that day... I am a Lost Boy from Neverland Usually hanging out with Peter Pan. And when we're bored we play in the Woods always on the run from Captain Hook."
"Run run Lost Boy, they say to me. Away from all of reality"
"Neverland is home to Lost Boys like me and Lost Boys like me are free"
"He sprinkled me in pixie dust and told me to believe. Believe in him and believe in me"
" Together we will fly away in a cloud of green to your beautiful destiny"" As we soared above the town that never loved me. I realized I finally had a family"
"Soon enough we reached Neverland peacefully my feet hit the sand and ever since that day..."
"Peter Pan, Tinker Bell, Wendy Darling even Captain Hook you are my perfect story book"
"Neverland I love you so, you are now my home sweet home""Forever a Lost Boy at last"
7. Kerosene by Miranda Lambert
"I'm waiting on the sun to set cause yesterday ain't over yet"
"Dusty roads ain't made for walking, spinning tires ain't made for stopping"
" Life ain't hard but it's too long to live it like some country song"
" Trade the truth in for a lie, cheating really ain't a crime"
" Forget your high society, I'm soaking it in kerosene"
" Light 'em up and watch them burn, teach them what they need to learn; ha!"
" Dirty hands ain't made for shaking, ain't a rule that ain't worth breaking"
" Now I don't hate the one who left You can't hate someone who's dead"
" He's out there holding on to someone, I'm holding up my smoking gun"
" I'll find somewhere to lay my blame the day she changes her last name"
" Well I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me"
" I think you can do much better than me after all the lies that I made you believe"
" Guilt kicks in and I start to see the edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be"
" Guilt kicks in and I start to see the edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be"
" I told myself I won’t miss you but I remembered what it feels like beside you"
" I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes and I think you should know this, you deserve much better than me"
" While lookin’ through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took that you were lookin’ for"
" If there’s one memory I don’t wanna lose that time at the mall, you and me in the dressing room"
" The bed I’m lyin’ is getting colder. "
" I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes and I think you should know this, you deserve much better than me"
" While lookin’ through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took that you were lookin’ for"
" If there’s one memory I don’t wanna lose that time at the mall, you and me in the dressing room"
" The bed I’m lyin’ is getting colder. "
" Wish I never would’ve said it’s over and I can’t pretend I won’t think about you when I’m older"
" Cause we never really had our closure this can’t be the end"
"And I think you should know this... You deserve much better than me"
" Cause we never really had our closure this can’t be the end"
"And I think you should know this... You deserve much better than me"
9. You Oughta Know by Alanis Morissette
" I want you to know, that I am happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both"
" An older version of me... Is she perverted like me? Would she go down on you in a theater?"
" Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby? I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother"
" Cause the love that you gave that we made Wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no"
" And every time you speak her name does she know how you told me you'd hold me until you died"
" 'Til you died, but you're still alive"
" And I'm here, to remind you of the mess you left when you went away"
" It's not fair, to deny me of the cross I bear that you gave to me"
" You, you, you oughta know"
" You seem very well things look peaceful; I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know"
" Did you forget about me, Mr. Duplicity? I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner"
"But it was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced and are you thinking of me when you fuck her?"
" Cause the joke that you laid in the bed that was me and I'm not gonna fade"
" As soon as you close your eyes, and you know it and every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back I hope you feel it. Well, can you feel it?"
" An older version of me... Is she perverted like me? Would she go down on you in a theater?"
" Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby? I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother"
" Cause the love that you gave that we made Wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no"
" And every time you speak her name does she know how you told me you'd hold me until you died"
" 'Til you died, but you're still alive"
" And I'm here, to remind you of the mess you left when you went away"
" It's not fair, to deny me of the cross I bear that you gave to me"
" You, you, you oughta know"
" You seem very well things look peaceful; I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know"
" Did you forget about me, Mr. Duplicity? I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner"
"But it was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced and are you thinking of me when you fuck her?"
" Cause the joke that you laid in the bed that was me and I'm not gonna fade"
" As soon as you close your eyes, and you know it and every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back I hope you feel it. Well, can you feel it?"
"You outta know..."
10. Tattoo by Jordin Sparks
" No matter what you say about love, I keep coming back for more"
" Keep my hand in the fire, sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for "
" No matter what you say about life, I learn every time I bleed"
"That truth is a stranger, soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free"
"Sorry, but I have to move on and leave you behind"
"I can't waste time so give it a moment; I realize, nothing's broken"
" No need to worry about everything I've done live every second like it was my last one"
" Don't look back at a new direction I loved you once"
:You're still apart of everything I do. You're on my heart just like a tattoo"
" I'm sick of playing all of these games, it's not about taking sides"
"When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver, it hurt enough to think that I could stop"
If I live every moment won't change any moment still apart of me and you"
"I will never regret you s
till the memory of you marks everything I do"
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